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Becoming a panty slave of Mistress
Samantha
 By Her slave Thomas
I’ve never been one of
those guys that can’t find a girlfriend or felt like I needed
to beg for sex or anything like that. I prided myself on
keeping several girlfriends. I had a panty fetish and
would order used panties off the internet.
One day I came across Samantha’s used panties
and ordered a pair after chatting with her a bit. At
that time I did not know she would change my life
forever. After a short time I received her used panties
and was very excited to open them. Once I opened the
ziplock and started to smell her intimate scent it was like a
magic spell. The panties were still so wet and I kept
smelling them and rubbing them on my face. I got on
webcam for Samantha and she watched me smell her panties and
masturbate. I think she knew she had me
then. Samantha was all I could think about.
I would sniff her panties several times a day and I was
hooked. I started losing interest with other girls and
looking to find Samantha and make more panty
orders. One day we were chatting and she asked if
I was interested in becoming a pantyslave. I was scared
what that meant but I wanted to..i could tell I was excited by
it but didn’t know what to expect. From that
moment on my whole life has changed forever. It was very
hard especially at first. Immediately Mistress had lots
of rules. No masturbation without permission, I had to
turn over all my financial information, no looking at nude
pics or webcams, etc. She immediately took control of
me, and I could feel my freedom drift away. Being
a slave is not about pleasing yourself or some pathetic sexual
fantasy. It is serving your Mistress and do everything
to please her not yourself. Mistress Samantha taught me
this well and very quickly. Any deviation was met with
quick punishment and humiliation, and not in a way you horny
guys might like. It was hard work and very difficult to
give up my freedoms. More and more it became
easier as I gave up my ridiculous jealousy of Mistress and
just wanting to do whatever I could to serve and please
her. Mistress Samantha deserves to be pampered, taken
care of, and pleased as much as possible and I learned to
give. I wanted to give to her everything. My extra
spending money (I quit alcohol and any other “extras” in my
budget), my time, control of my life, everything I wanted to
give to her now. I live a simple life. Each
week I beg to order her worn panties, bras, and other
items. I am so lucky in this way that Mistress allows me
to worship her intimate scents. Of course I love this
and I’ve placed all her items around my bed for proper tribute
and worship and so no other woman can go there.
Sometimes she has me wear them for pics and to work. Ive
never been the type for this but I know it please Mistress
very much. She posts my pics on the web for others to
see me worshiping her. Now I am in a chastity
device all day and will be sending the keys to her soon.
Sometimes my cock throbs and swells so much longing for her
while in the chastity that the pain is very intense. She
knows she owns me and controls my cock always and this pleases
her. Not masturbating and being able to touch my cock,
and the pain and discomfort are just a small token of my
devotion to Mistress. Even though Mistress puts
me in my proper place as subservient to her, I never lose my
self-confidence or act self-destructive. Even if she
humiliates me or punishes me I still am proud to be her
slave. I know I must be strong and healthy to better
serve her. I love myself but I love Mistress more than
anything. I thank her for allowing me to serve her as
her slave. This is how I became
a pantyslave of Mistress Samantha’s. pantyslave
Thomas
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